senyum (lagi) :)

ntah kenapa suka dengan foto ini. tapi ntah kenapa gak pernah beniat untuk dijadiin pp fb.haha ya udah posting di sini aja. ^_^

senyum :)

nengok, siapa tau di belakang ada kamu :)

Tiar: mereka bilang saya gila

mereka bilang saya bohong.
Ketika saya bilang saya suka seseorang.

Mereka terus berkata jika saya bohong.
Karena saya tak punya bukti pasti.

Apa itu penting?
Yang penting saya yang merasakan.

Mereka mengejek saya.
Kalau saya ini hidup di dunia fantasi saya sendiri.
Hidup dengan orang yang saya buat sendiri--sebagai orang yang saya cintai.
Padahal dia itu ada, dia itu nyata.
Mereka saja yang tak tahu.

Saya hampir menangis.
Mereka terus menekan saya.
Mereka bilang, mana mungkin saya menyukai orang yang tak ada wujudnya.
Yak tak pernah bertemu rupanya.
Hanya menatap gambar yang kadang rekayasa.
Hanya mendengar suara kamuflase belaka.

Hey, mereka tertawa keras.
Menertawakan saya dengan bangganya.

Saya bisa jadi gila..
Saya bisa jadi benar-benar gila.

Saya percaya kamu ada.
Saya percaya kamu merasakan apa yang saya rasa.
Kita sama, kan?

Tolong saya, hanya kamu yang percaya jika kamu ada dan saya sukai.

Tiar: i'm fine. Thanks

Everything is fine.
all is okay.
Everything is under control.
All is well.
*sometimes those are hoax*

you know, i'm not an addict.
everything inside of me is on the right condition.
You don't need to be worry (and i'm sure you will not)

even if i feel suffer, i feel so painful, i'm fine.
Yes i'm fine.

i just want to say millions time to you if i'm fine.
I can do anything i want.
I still can walk well.
Stand, eat, breath, and other silly things.

those-small-bitter-colorful-things can help me from unpredictable pain.
But once again, i'm not an addict.

If you see me stop for a while, don't worry i will walk again.
I will chase you as soon as i can.

And all the tears which is falling is only temporary.
All is happen in sort time.
Will dissappear as fast as dust in the windy season.

I won't give up.
No regret life.
Alllll is okaaaayyyy...
Yeesssss.... I'm sureeeee....

So, what will you ask me?
My condition?
I'm fine, thanks.

Tiar: down and up

Everything will not change as you want to be.
Everyone will not think as you think of.
That's the real life.
Full of phenomenon.
Full of intric and lie.

Sometimes it will hurt you so deep.
And sometimes the doer is the person whom you know so well.

Even if they don't appreciate you, they don't take care of you and they don't always beside you, you feel so blue and desperate soooooo deep.
You are not allowed to be a person that feel you are the only one that's hurting

why are you so lame,guys?
Where is your sense of secret admirer?
Sense of doing a happy thing without receiving feedback.
where is your loyality?

Bring it on,girl!!!!
Just because they don't feel your pain you must revenge to them..no, that's not the good way.

Be nice, try to be wise.
Everything is fine.

Your smile is sweet.
Your laugh is amazing.
Your kind act is awasome.

Good always near you.
Will always bless you.
Never let you down.
Will pick you up.
So high and take care of you.
Appreciate you and save you.
As well as you will

You are so special,girl.
Trust me :)